To view Jeff's testimony on video:  Part 1  Part 2  

Jeff Mills was sexually molested repeatedly as a young boy by his step-father. If YOU have been sexually molested, we strongly encourage you to take the time to hear the full-length testimony of JEFF MILLS, because it reveals GOD'S solution in how to handle this devastating injustice to you.  

Quite typical of children who have been sexually molested, there comes one or more wounds in their soul that silently festers like a cancerous wound that refuses to heal.  

What often comes with sexual molestation is FEAR. The one doing the sexually molesting is often an adult, and that person puts fear into their victim about what might happen if that victim tells someone. Thus FEAR becomes the 'lock' that traps the victim into a prison of hell that can last their entire lifetime to one degree or another if it stays buried inside them.

The question almost always comes to mind to the person who has been sexually traumatized: 'WHY God, did you allow this to happen to me?' When no answer comes to the victim that seems satisfying at the time, temptation enters quickly for that victim to distance them self from God, which is what Satan is REALLY after.     

One person is born to a wealthy family. Another person is born to a poor family. WHY? One person is born in harsh conditions in say, Africa, where there is little more than war and devastation. Another person is born in a peaceful land where they don't have to deal with war and devastation. WHY? A person works hard their whole life to try to get ahead, only to have everything taken away from them by some painful set of circumstances that were beyond their control. WHY?  

There is an answer for every WHY we have for God, but most likely we aren't going to get it until we die and enter eternity. Those who know their Holy Bible are fully aware that there is a spiritual battle going on between good and evil in the spiritual realm. The Holy Bible makes it abundantly clear this battle is going to continue to rage until God determines that it will be no more.  

Childhood sexual abuse is one of Satan's most useful means of destroying someone's life. With sexual and/or emotional abuse as a child, invariably that victim becomes tempted early in life to bury their pain with either drugs, (alcohol being in that category), eating disorders, rebellion against authority, self-mutilation in different forms, bouts of suicide, dabbling in the occult, learning disabilities, inability to be a capable spouse in marriage and/or parent ' this list can go on and on.  

It almost seems like Satan is allowed to know at times, early on, that God has something VERY IMPORTANT for a person to do on God's behalf while they are on this earth, and so to keep that person from ever getting intimate with God, the sexual and/or emotional abuse is Satan's means of putting a wedge in between that abused victim and God.

If you've yet to HEAR, life pretty much is one long TEST (at least a series of tests). God uses Satan's evil, it would seem, to act as a catalyst to tempt us to have little or no use for God -- or eventually draw us close to God, and seek Him for a solution to be freed from the effects of the evil that has been waged against us.  

Each of us only know what we've experienced in this life, right? What NONE of us know is what God has planned for us for ETERNITY. For those who have been traumatized and violated and been wronged and have suffered almost every day of their life ' is it POSSIBLE that THESE God intends to bless the GREATEST somewhere in eternity, if they will REFUSE to let 'injustices against them' in this life be the 'LOCK' that keeps them from ever KNOWING what eternity COULD have held in store for them, had they just been wise enough to quit asking God WHY, but rather, enlist in the Army of Jesus Christ to become a fierce warrior against Satan's evil, rather than remain just one more emotionally wounded statistic and proud trophy Satan can boast of in the face of God?

Jeff Mills could easily have NOT shared what he has shared on this video. It is embarrassing and extremely painful to talk about, and most likely will bring conflict into his life that would otherwise not come (Satan will SEE to it, you can be sure!) But he chose NOT to keep this part of his life buried. Jeff is what a REAL 'Special Forces Soldier for Jesus looks and acts like.' If Jeff's story can help one other person to have the courage to go to someone they can trust and share that they are being sexually molested (or ABOUT to become molested if something isn't stopped), Jeff knows God is blessed. If Jeff's story can help one other person find the courage to tap into the NUCLEAR WEAPON of FORGIVENESS -- YES -- the equivalent of the power of a 'Nuclear Warhead,' in that forgiveness is the key that let's us out of EVERY prison Satan tries to put and/or keep us IN ' then it will have been worth it. God does not tell soldiers in His Army to bury Satan's tactics and strategies, but rather, to expose them. The more the people of this world understands about WHO is REALLY behind all the evil on this planet, the more they will become equipped to DO something about it.

God has clearly told us what we are TRULY dealing with in this life in the following holy scripture:

For we do not wrestle against flesh or blood (mere human beings, in other words), but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. (Ephesians 6:12-13 NKJV)

Thus we can choose to learn everything God wants us to learn about His 'spiritual armor,' or we can fool ourselves that we don't believe any of it, and enter into the next life -- taking our chances as to whether there really IS a heaven and hell, and completely ignore what does the Holy Bible have to say about both places NOW, so we take all the guesswork right out of it once we pass over into eternity.

Dear Reader - are you at peace with God? If not, you can be. Do you know what awaits you when you die? You can have the assurance from God that heaven will be your home, if you would like to be certain. You can even have that assurance RIGHT NOW! Either Jesus Christ died for your sins, or He didn't (He did!). Are you prepared to stand before God on the Judgment Day and tell Him that you didn't need the shed blood of Jesus Christ on the Cross to have your sins forgiven and get in right-standing with God? We plead with you...please don't make such a tragic mistake. 

To get to know God, to be at peace with God, to have your sins forgiven, to make certain heaven will be your home for eternity, to make certain that you are in right-standing with God right now ... please click here to help you understand the importance of being reconciled to God. What you do about being reconciled to God will determine where you will spend eternity, precious one. Your decision to be reconciled to God is the most important decision you'll ever make in this life, because in Christ, it is impossible to put a value on the worth of your soul in light of eternity.


JESUS DID IT! and...


Remember:  All that we do in this life comes back to our God-given purpose which is to serve and glorify God. The money and assets we accumulate, the fame and power we've attained or seek to attain - all of the things of this nature will one day pass away, but those lives of others we impact for Jesus Christ will last for eternity, and we will be rewarded for the part we helped play by impacting those lives ... for eternity.
(Matthew 6:19-21 is our assurance)