Jesus Did It!


By: Jean-Luc deVere

I considered myself a Christian and had been for a number of years - but I was a broken man.  I came under severe testing and lost everyone and everything that was dear to me.  I lost my wife, my self respect and most telling of all, I lost faith that Jesus Christ cared for me.   I still believed that there was a God, but I had no faith in Him, confusing as that might sound to some!

I began to wander through life fairly aimlessly - disillusioned with Christianity, with God, with myself and with life in general - looking for answers but unable to find any.

I became intrigued with the occult.  I read copiously and found a power
that I felt I lacked, and most importantly, I found something that I sorely needed... a place to belong.

I began to practice daily rituals, relied on divination before making decisions and made contacts within the pagan community, joining the Pagan Alliance and traveling to attend major gatherings, though I was still, at this time, what is known as a 'Solitaire', one who practiced alone rather than in a coven.

Cutting a long story short, I eventually found myself in regional Western Australia, and traveling the 200kms to Perth every week for a year or so, to train with the Coven that I was originally initiated into.

I met other pagans in my own area and a "study circle" formed consisting of a number of seekers as well as 1st and 2nd Degree Wiccan Initiates. The 'powers-that-be' in Perth decided to give the group 'official' recognition and I was installed as the High Priest - and so the 'Circle of the Mystic Moon' was formed.

Coming from a Christian background to Paganism, I had a much stronger evangelistic bent than pagans normally do, and the new coven ran ads in the local press announcing our first formal 'Outer Court' training session.  All concerned - in what some considered to be the 'buckle of the Bible belt' - realized that there was bound to be a response from local Christians, but no-one could have anticipated quite the reaction it received!

A number of people calling themselves Christians wrote venomous letters to the paper denouncing the 'Satanists in our midst', making all the usual accusations about blood sacrifices, orgies and the worship of a devil that no-one in the group believed in.  Even the 'Christian Democratic Party' jumped into the fray with the local candidate publicly calling for us to be 'run out of town'!

Coven members' cars were vandalized, female coveners were verbally abused
in the street, and dead cats were thrown on the front porch of our
coven stead. Any thoughts of somehow 'going back to God' were shattered
as a result of these shining examples of 'Christian love,' which
culminated in the physical assault of our High Priestess in the car park
of a local shopping centre.

And as a result the coven progressively moved away from it's Wiccan
origins, and members, bit by bit, begun to perform 'darker' workings.
The 'Wiccan Rede' ('Do as thou wilt, and 'it harm none') was abandoned
and what became known as 'The Rite of Vengeance' was accepted into the
Coven's 'Book of Shadows'. This was even reflected in the Coven's
Motto: "Sic Gorgiamus Alius Subjectatus Nunc" ("We Gladly Devour All
those Who Would Subdue Us").

Undeterred by the 'opposition,' we began producing our own magazine, and
the group became a visible presence at events such as 'Balingyup Medieval Fayre' and hosted officially sanctioned Halloween and Yule Rituals as part of the the town's Year 2000 celebrations!

But personally, I was a mess inside - worse than I had ever been! I knew that what I was involved in was against God - I guess I had known it from day one, but had been too angry about the attacks against coven members by professing Christians to pay these doubts any heed. But as the voices against us were shamed into silence, I had time to look at myself - and I did not like what I saw!

I so much wanted to experience God's forgiveness for all that I had done, but was convinced that I had 'blasphemed against the Holy Spirit', the one sin the Bible says can never be forgiven (See: Mark 3:28-29).

Convinced that no matter what I did, I was merely "storing up wrath for [myself] in the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God" (See: Romans 2:5), I stepped down as High Priest, saying I was taking a 'temporary leave of absence' due to the stress of leading the coven for the past few years, when the persecution had been at its peak, and passed full control of the coven into the hands of my High Priestess.

Burdened with guilt and fear for the future, I fell apart.  I was truly beginning to reap what I had sown and lost everything that I held most dear - even my partner. After six years together we split up and I was left totally alone, living in the garage of a friend who had taken pity on me.

Too depressed to want to live, but in too much fear of God's judgment to hasten it by committing suicide, I was truly going mad.  Living on a Disability Pension offered little help, but anything was better than nothing.

One day I was driving past a small suburban Church. For some reason I was thinking about my ex-wife, the girl I had married when I was first a Christian all those years ago.

I guess God can even use madness, because my thoughts ran like this ... I
remembered that when I was about to get get married, the pastor slapped me on the back and said "Welcome to the sufferings of Christ"!  Now the Church is referred to in the Bible as the 'Bride of Christ' (See: Revelation 21:9) and the passages in the Books of Hebrews and Colossians concerning the difference between the Old Covenant of the Law of Moses and the New Covenant of Grace through Jesus Christ ran through my head (See: Hebrews 8-10; Colossians 2), when it occurred to me that each Covenant was like a Marriage Contract, and that the New Covenant could not be entered into without the 'death' of the Old Covenant. God didn't just 'divorce' Himself from the Old Covenant - it had to be "nailed to the cross" (See: Colossian 2:14) and die!

Oh great! - I thought.  That means because I divorced my wife and she hasn't died that every relationship I have been in since has been adulterous!  Well - at least adultery can be forgiven even if blasphemy against the Holy Spirit can't. Just then an image filled my mind of the pagan altars the Israelites had worshipped at in the time of Jeremiah and how God did not turn his back on them but invited them to repent (See: Jeremiah 3:6-14).

And it dawned on me ... I had not yet committed blasphemy against the Holy
Spirit, but 'spiritual adultery'!  And that - as bad as it was - could
be forgiven! 

And for the first time in years this passage came to mind...

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that
whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting
life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world;
but that the world through Him might be saved."
(John 3:16-17)

Now all this happened in the time it took to drive past a small suburban church!  It's a bit hard to fall on one's knees while you're driving, but I knew that if God wanted me back, I wanted to be back with Him!

It hasn't been easy being an ex-Witch.  (Satan hates losing his "elite" -- he intensely despises defectors).  In fact, at times it's been pretty miserable, but I know that whatever I go through in this life, whether good or bad, is nothing compared to the reward of being with Christ rather than being eternally separated from Him and punished for all my sins to boot!

I avoided 'giving my testimony' for the first 18 months - only my Pastor and one of the Elders was privy to the details of my past.  In fact, it was only recently that I discovered that people from that very church I was driving past (the very church I attend today!) - when God grabbed me by the scruff of the neck while others had hurled abuse at me and had threatened me with violence in God's name for being a witch, had prayed for me... that I might come to Christ, that I might be saved!

One thought I would like to sign off on is this... "Rebellion [against God] is as the sin of Witchcraft..." (1 Samuel 15:33 KJV) While we as humans often 'rank' sins as being somehow 'better' or 'worse' than others, ALL sin is rebellion against God and He sees ALL sin in the same light as what many consider the WORST of all sins."

For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God," (Romans 3:23).

And "God so loved the world, that He gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.  For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through Him might be saved."  (John 3:16-17)

Yes... this even means witches!  There is not one witch Jesus Christ didn't die for.  There is not one practicing witch or wiccan or whatever you want to call those who practice witchcraft in any form -- nor even one ex-witch that God won't forgive, if that person will sincerely tell God they are sorry for what they have done, turn from their sin (rebellion), and seek to please God the best they can in accordance with the New Covenant (New Testament Bible). 

Let's take this one step further, because the devil fights hard at lying to people who once believed they were sincere Christians, yet turned their back on Jesus Christ and everything God stands for in line with Holy Scripture.  God will always allow a person to come back to Him ... and will do so in good standing ... as good a standing as any Christian believer who never fell away from Christ in fact ... yet the devil does not want people believing God's love and mercy extends quite thattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt far!  I'm not talking heathen either.  I'm talking about certain Christians who for whatever reason just haven't received a fuller revelation of just how merciful God's grace and love extends to those who sincerely want to be right with Him.

Editor's Note:  The debate in Christian circles about what truly is "blasphamy against the Holy Spirit" will go on until Christ returns.  One can build a very strong case that it doesn't mean turning your back on Jesus Christ at all, (because you were never truly connected to Him most likely in the first place -- you maybe just thought you were), but rather attributing the supernatural work of the Holy Spirit to the work of Satan (See:   ), but we'll leave that to the Christian Theologians to debate. 

Then of course we have the Hebrews warning that for those who nullify the grace of God in their lives, it is impossible to have a second chance of ever receiving God's saving grace again.  This too can easily be twisted by Satan to put fear on people who have fallen away from Jesus Christ and wake up one day sorry that they have done so, and want to get in right-standing with Him once again.  The parable account of the Prodigal Son is often interpreted to mean this very thing, which personally works for me.   

Refusing to get into never-ending and essentially fruitless "theological debates" over what certain portions of scripture "really" mean (so don't even waste your time by trying to help me become "enlightened") ... which the devil so delights in Christians getting into continuously to keep them fractured and upset at each other instead of him ... the God I'm come to know will give anyone a chance to get right with Him before they die ... if they are sincere with Him, and will humble themselves and ask Jesus Christ *[see next paragraph for important clarification] to forgive them, however many times they have to.  That to me is the issue ... one's sincerity.  Any of us humans can fake sincerity: only God knows who is truly sincere and who isn't.  Given enough life to live, you'll find out by the fruit of an individual just how sincere they really are anyway, because God will allow their sincerity to be tested, be rest assured!

*[Notice I didn't type: "Ask God to forgive them. The Bible clearly states that it will be Jesus Christ who Judges who goes to heaven or not, so let's do spiritual business with the Judge of the New Testament.  People have so many distorted views on who is going to judge them -- I go on record as saying it will be the Lord Jesus Christ, and here's my scripture text to base it on."

If you consider me deceived on this matter, I ask that you please pray for me, okay?

-- Norm Rasmussen, Director]


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